A Fool with a Foolish Love

You easily cry

Whenever you got scold for your mistake

You easily cry

When you feel very lonely

I wanna be the person that comfort you

But I can never be the person..

I’m the first to wish on your recently birthday

I’m the first to notice on your steamy eye

I’m the first to know that everybody like you

I’m the first to know when you have any problems

But you know nothing about me

Even looking back at me when I calling your name

Now you are happy with him

Leave me like a dying fish on the land

It breaks my heart

Like a glass that have been smashed on the wall

And you are the one who smashed it

It breaks my heart

When he replied my message for you

Its look like both of you have become one

The one that breaks my heart

I used to be a heartbreaker

But now I’m the one who heart break

I’m tired of this

Every night I missing you

Every night I dream about you

But it feels like a foolish love

It’s just me who has a feeling

A fool with foolish love..

I.. and You...

Assalamualaikum J

I always wanna be a thief.. the one that stoled your heart..

I wanna be your Samsung.. who always be with your side..

I always wanna be like a girl.. who can hear you gossiping..

I wanna be your bag.. that contain every single secret of yours..

But now.. I don’t think that I can be those..

When I know my friend is crazy for you..

Yes..my heart hurt.. and it doesn’t hurt like my knee..

But what can I do.. I just can stare he making sweets for you..

In deep of my heart.. I still love you..

But only God know how much I love you..

I like you when I see you for the first time..

I like you whenever you smile..

I like you when you have to do presentation..

I like you when you mad at me..

But who knows those feeling..?

Who realize what I feel towards you..

It’s not like a mirror..that reflecting me..

That reflect my feeling.. no..and never..

I’m only like a dumb..who easily fall in love with someone..

But everyone had a feeling..and I have those to..

She is only my crush.. I guess..

And it doesn’t matter if she don’t like me..

All I need is a couragement.. that help me face this thing..

And its only one thing.. Pray to God..

Assalamualaikum J

ps: bad english..sorry for that..

Cerita Hati...

Assalamualaikum :)

so, ini post kedua..hahaha.. it feels good when i have something to write.. woohooo !!! >.<
ok back to normal..

sejak kebelakangan ni, aku banyak bermimpi ttg rakan2 sekolah dan rakan2 matrik.. yes..i can't denied that i miss them.. baru x jumpa 3 minggu, da rindu gaban.. ish3..hahahaha..
tapi ak sering teringatkan seorang WANITA (ya..cukup sempurna utk digelar wanita..) yg mana sering mengganggu perhatian ak.. namanya........... haish..tanak le teman kabo..segan..hak3..
orgnya bese2 je..merupakan anak sulung.. mungkin tak terlanjur kalo ak kata yg ak sudah "ter"crush dgn dy.. haha.. orgnya lawa..ramai yg kata dy lawa.. smpi slh sorang member ak pun syiok kat dy.. ehh, bukan sorang, RAMAI !! semua dok tanya ak pasal dy.. (macam la ak tau semua ttg dy -.-)
5 tahun, tiada siapa singgah di hati yg kosong ini, tiba-tiba datang si dia memenuhi setiap rongga yg kekosongan dlm hati.. so i feel strange..because it is my first time !! bila selisih, aku jadi tak menentu.. bila hilang, aku gelisah.. bila di depan mata, aku hilang kata-kata.. ehh, lain je..hak3..

aku pun xtau apa yg aku merepek di sini.. cuma ak harap dy xtau yg aku suka dy.. payah dunia aku kalo dy tau..payah..payah.. papepun, aku doakan dia bahagia..

Bila kawan2 aku bahagia, ceria, aku pun bahagia ceria sama..

jadi cukup di sini kemerepekan aku.. semoga berjumpa lagi, insyaAllah.. :)

Assalamualaikum :)

p/s: aku harap member2 aku x jumpa blog ni.. parah2.. -..-

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Pertama sekali...

Assalamualaikum J

Jadi ini adalah post pertama aku (Danial Radzi @ Sferalotus) sebagai blogger. Aku xtau berapa lama aku mampu bertahan sebagai blogger..hahahaha.

Anyway, ini juga adalah pertama kali aku menggunakan nama “SferaLotus” sebagai domain utk blogspot. Sebelum ni ada je blog yang aku bukak, tapi………. Terbengkalai x terusik..huuuu. So, for this blog, hopefully aku dapat memberikan komitmen yg penuh utk terus memenuhkan masa2 kosong aku..walaupun dengan hanya masok ayor. Hahahaha. Teman org Perak yer..tapi tercampak ke Kedah. T.T tu yg agak sedih. Tapi nak buat cemana, perancangan yang Maha Esa adalah perancangan yang agung..cubalah untuk bersangka baik atas apa yg telah berlaku. insyaAllah, setiap yang berlaku ada hikmah yang tersurat dan tersirat.

So, I think enough for this “introduction post”. Hahahaha. Sori la aku suka gelak..dalam tulisan. Hahahahaha. Secara jujur, aku pendiam, dan aku x ramah. Hanya dengan insan2 yang terpilih je aku boleh masuk. So, aku mintak maaf sgt2 andai ada yang terasa hati dgn sikap aku ini. I’m Very Sorry About That. :’) hahahaha.

Ok, semoga berjumpa di post yang lain.

Assalamualaikum J